I feel sad and alone and cheap. I am a fool. I am humiliated in my own secret shame. I am an extra in the novel of my life. Does it take more courage to end it or to keep going on? If this Life is a game, what happens when you dont want to play anymore? What happens when you feel so alienated from everything around you that you just want to continue the hurting? Cash out. Time to bow out gracefully. I wish I wasnt so scared.
Failure.
I want to make the hurt stop.
There are no happy endings.
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