Friday, August 27, 2004

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Mood drained
Music Andrea Bocelli "O' Mare E Tu"

Tonights rehearsal was emotionally exhausting, though I was only working for about twenty minutes, I was using some powerful feelings. I don't think I can do this, I try to bring truth to it, but I don't know if anyone see's it. I'm trying bring out the scene's emotions from within so the audience recognizes it on some instinctual level, but I don't know if they do. I'm afraid of giving my all to it because I'm afraid of looking like a fool. Inhibited performances suck. I'm so tired that I don't know how to express myself at all. I dont know if I can do this role...

1 comment:

The Monkey Prince said...

thank you Bri,
I have a feeling I'm going to be leaning on my friends a lot during this show. Thank you for doing this show with me, I need as many friends around me as possible.