Saturday, June 25, 2005

When you think about it, its the memories that hurt

Mood Tired, Sad
Music Sarah Brightman "La Califfa"

Im a fool.

Ive calmed down a little. I just needed time to think a bit and to be a little more rational.

It's ok that we never talk anymore. I understand that its normal to miss her.

All I can do is listen to the little voice God gave me inside that lets me recognize the difference between right and wrong.

My life is my attempt to do the right thing, and to not hurt anyone along the way. Its not as if I need anyone with me to be able to do that.

I know that its going to give me this empty, hurt feeling inside everytime I see her for a long time. But I dont have to be angry or upset.

She has her own life and I pray that its beautiful and happy for her, and I will be the loving, supporting friend that she deserves.

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