Mood aching
Music Andrea Bocelli & Dulce Pontes "O Mare E Tu"
Friend of mine once told me "Never let them know how much they hurt you". So I have to be strong. I have to put on the game face. Society teaches its men that from an early age.
I hate this time of year. Christmas for some people is a time of hope and happiness...for others it is not. I only have a month to get through.
I woke up this morning and still nothing is fixed. I dont feel better. I keep remembering stupid stupid stupid shit.
I am not doing too well at the moment. But, I am not weak at all.
I will not come back to this diary until I have something more positive to say.
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