Head Scattered...

Mood : About to go to work :(
Music : "Endless Night" - The Lion King (Original Broadway Cast)

So I'm the figurative 600lb gorilla to aging power-tripping doormen. I went from smug and belligerent to horrified and ashamed in the course of ten minutes. I could have handled that differently. It served though, to reinforce what I learned at an earlier age: I always regret the things I do when I lose my temper.

I've been thinking about family and my friends relationship to their family. I love my mom. I respect her. But she's exhausting and I avoid her alot. Now that she's coming to visit, I'm sorry to say I'm dreading it. And I don't think I will have any help from my sister. They're still not talking to each other.

I may not be the nicest guy I know, but I'm the guy who tries to do the right thing.

Head scattered, so many things...