Mood sad, bruised
Music Andrea Bocelli & Dulce Pontes "O Mare E Tu"
I'm so confused right now. I regret how goofy happy I got when I saw her. She's playing it cool. Why would I turn around to find her sitting cozily tucked into a corner with him of all people? I love the guy but his morals disgust me. Im so stupid. What was I thinking? Dumb dumb dumb dumb. Either she's playing a game or I'm messed up in the head. I dont want to be the guy who seeks unhappiness as a comfort zone. I loathe the flare of jealousy that shot up when I saw her by him. I don't want to be that petty. Why am I like this?
I was introverted and withdrawn all night trying to figure it out.
Why did she go 30 feet away from the rest of us to sit next to him?
I dont play well with others, so I probably shouldnt play at all.
2 comments:
I have that ugly feeling again. It brings back bad memories. When I'm with someone, I dont flirt with others. I want someone that wants me. As a gentlemen, I will bow out. As a man, I won't accept being settled for.
We're better just being friends.
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