Mood Exhausted, bemused
Music Enya "Lothlorien"
Just crawled into my house from the Vegas trip. Quick impressions, it went sorta well...but they would be fools to call me. After spending 2 days with her, I have come to appreciate the beauty of my Belle. What an amazingly beautiful little heart breaker she can be (but not with me, Im not going there). I miss her very much right now. I admire and respect her attitude, her drive, her sense of humor, her smile, her goofy excitement over the funniest things, her voice. There is nothing sexual or romantic between us, but I miss her very much.
I didnt sleep with Brandy even though she came over to the house because she wanted to. Call me good with high morals or call me just too damn tired to care. What kinda guy turns down an attractive woman who wants a one night stand?
Its never good to look at your life and realize how empty it is.
Im always envious of how happy and together my friends seem. I wonder if anyone has ever looked at me like that?
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