Friday, March 11, 2005

The Beatings Will Continue Until Morale Improves

Mood Lonely, Socially Inept
Music "How I Know You" --Aida Cast Recording

Step one on my road to self empowerment: My happiness will no longer be dependent on the company of others.

So I made an arbitrary decision (that I intend to stick by) to avoid the after-rehearsal/performance drinking/dinner party. Sure, its lonely now, and the group tonight looks to be large and fun, but its for my own good that I avoid the company of all of those people. I cant play well with others, after all, so I'm not going to play at all. This can only pay off in the long run and its more responsible.

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy, all play makes Jack an irresponsible fucktard.

Speaking of play, there is a new girl who has decided that she would love to be the latest on the list of girls who have played me, so she is calling me constantly and asking me if I would like to spend time with her...little does she know, I have been broken by the best, she's not even in their league, so her little manipulations are amusing at best. Sorry Aja, but you got no game.

I will be the most insular, private person I know.

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