Omg its that late already??

Mood Relaxed
Music UB40 "Cherry Oh Baby"

Yknow, for a responsible adult who has to be at work at 6 am, I sure make it a habit to write and post late at night.

"Some girls dont like boys like me, ooooh but some girls do."

So, I am at a loss, should I make a play for one of these two girls? Should I make a play at all? They are both beautiful, they are both real women. I don't know that I have a chance but really, how can you find out if you dont try? Or something. Tis not love, but where can you find love nowadays? People are too educated and realistic to believe in love (at least in my opinion). Could love grow out of these feelings. It's not like in the stories, Dan has been telling me that for years, but I never really got it. There is only life, so I should just live it or something.

Bad news: I am getting more disheartened by my roles in these two shows "Carousel" and "Once Upon a Mattress". I keep getting my interpretation skewed (if that makes sense). Mattress opens in less than two weeks and I still dont know my "Spanish Panic" -- Bri, where are you? Agh! Carousel is kicking my ass but Maria Maria is amazing me more and more with what she is doing with her role. Merci and Tony look amazing and if Tony gets his notes right, they will be heartbreaking (kay, Merci is already but I love her madly anyway).

Good news: I dont have rehearsal till tomorrow so I have all night not to worry. Wait. Thats not really good news. More like a 'stay of execution'.

Dom and Nathan are two of my boys I really miss. These shows just dont seem the same without their personal flavors of madness.

Ok ok, time for bed.